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[Tuesday
November 13th, 2007
3:24 PM*] |
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im in a wonderful mood right now, no idea how long it will last lol. anyway, this will be short, but tonight my fiance and me are gonna try to duo our RDM and BLM's 44 on FFXI, i have NO idea how well this will work out lol, but maybe i'll take some screenies to show any success or failures lol. I finally got my moldavite earring last night, after playing for over a year, with a 75 bard and 71 rdm, i never thought to grab it right quick lol, anyway, OH! last night i was on brd/nin and was trying to solo coffer mobs in beaduaex (idk if thats right) and it was going good till i ran into the blm and pld mobs D: but anyway, i will update in a little while, baiiii <3
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[Monday
November 12th, 2007
3:45 PM*] |
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Well, a simple background of the past three years - July of 2004 My mother passed away of lung cancer, it was slightly unexpected because no one had known that she was sick until about three weeks before her passing. My sophmore year of highschool i gave up pretty much and quit everything, even a lot of my friendships. By junior year of highschool i had very few friends who still stuck by me, and i was rarely ever at school anymore, and if i was i rarely did any work. February of 2006 my best friend of 8 years and i decided to skip school, to make a long story short we were in an accident and she died that night. Since then, i tried to homeschool, and i've failed miserably, and my life is no where near being on track. September of 2005, i met a guy on FFXI online, and we decided to have an 'in game relationship," but eventually decided to take it to the next step and let become real. He is amazing and i wouldn't change or trade him for anything. We have now been together for over two years, and are currently engaged. The time we spend together, no matter what we're doing, even if its just sittin around and watchin tv, it is truely amazing and he has helped me in so many ways.
Now, i am way behind with school, and my dad could be jailed for fraud (i've only recently learned this) and i am trying to think of some way to fix my whole situation with schooling, and even though i'll be 19 in april, i want to try to attend summer classes and next school year at the school i previously attented before homeschooling. I haven't run this idea by my dad yet, but i'm hoping that when i do he'll be open to it and understand that i really believe this is my last chance at graduating, no matter how late it is, atleast i made it.
Okay, now, if anyone does decide to read my journal, i am apologizing in advance for however boring or uninteresting it may be. I also want to apologize in advance for any confusion, im sure my entries are gonna talk about things completely out of order and things that i may have not mentioned in my "simple background." But, if you ever feel a need to lend advice or just wanna add me as a friend, then go ahead and feel free to do it.
Also, i seriously doubt that all my entries will be as neatly written as this one, even though it isn't all that neat. But i do tend to get lazy when i'm just writing and its not for a purpous. But anyway i have a few things i wanna get done, and i'll probably write again later :D
<3
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[Monday
November 12th, 2007
3:31 AM*] |
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Okay, i don't know anyone that still uses livejournal, but i don't care. I did decide to make a new journal instead of using my old one, but that was only for personal reasons. Whether anyone reads this or not, it still for me to vent. i'm gonna do a little bit of work to it, then head to bed, considering it is.... 330 am.
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